Monday, September 24, 2018

Disquiet on soon-dead leaves

Hums of a
94 and Gratiot upset
Floating under knocking hammers
Belting dogs barking
Restless Battlestation in
Late summer soft rain
Disquiet on
soon-dead leaves

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Smoked a hid cigarette
Worried about my heart
Ate less salt
Drank more wine
Still felt like vapor
Cornered under overpass
Near loosely-heldtogether
Seminole street

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

I, shrapnel in the drive thru

I, shrapnel
, --

(puts her hand on his thigh and I think of you)
-- ,

Couples kissing in the kitchen as I walk in and
think of you

In a bar
or in bed thinking of you.

I'm bored so I think of you.

I can't stand, or think, about me
and you.

I pretend I don't have tears in my eyes, but I-eeeeee
t's shrapnel.

I lie.

‘I'm not thinking of you.’

Crying myself into a salad,
thinking about your death.

Unfortunately into Oreos with water
wondering
why
we

Didn't die together. But swimming
deep in you.

I dive, turn away,

sleep on a floor more than feet,
or seat, I drive

Miles, Curtis, mostly Prince,
(And sometimes Meat Puppets)

crying, tears still drying
on my cheeks

-in the drive thru-









Wednesday, May 16, 2018

And you finished
-or-
Skipping therapy to think about old loads of laundry.

The woman asked and walked too
close
about an earring she lost.

I was choking down salad
into tears
(they always have salad here

and coffee.)

~

I tried to
be and was mad at
my friends.
I stayed in my car, left early
though I had drawing, still

no coffee.

~






Tasting. dressing
(the laundromat near the hospital).
Watching jays,
hearing a bird I wonder about

Shallow breathtaking and the sound of lawnmower in Polish Hollywood.

~

The smell of snot-much

I thought of a photo you took

   -An idea we had.

And you finished.

~

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

And for us

I had a dream about Becky
And she was smiling and giving me shit
Like cousins will do
And I told you when you asked why
I was laughing

And you didn't understand
And I was confused
‘Because she is gone’
You reminded me, but

She wasn't then
And I was happy
And woke to cry

And remembered your year
And strength

In a hospital bed

You
Never cared much for poetry
And I
Care
For it and read
To sleeping you
All asleep in a hospital bed
Hoping my soft recitation
Seeps in, holds you like cloth,
Like I can not, have not
For a month
In a hospital bed

Greektown17

On Saturday nights it's all
Sirens and calamity
Two dead birds
Again
.
.

Pushing

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Remnants of a house on VanDyke Street

Seasons first snow on new coal-
burned boards.

Sure, the winds blew in before
Now what's left assumes the other.

Collecting white in the carcass ribs
And on steps that don't go nowhere,

They go up two feet
To the remnants of a house on Van Dyke Street.